Entirely in the sense of, she wants her humanity to be taken away from her because to be human means to feel, to feel a spectrum of emotions, of joy, but also regrets.
Well, this is a spectrum of the light from the Orion nebula taken by the Herschel space telescope, so it really is a picture of light from interstellar space.
Symptoms are categorized as inattentive or hyperactive, but people can experience both in all sorts of forms - which means there is a spectrum of presentations.